My pups are my babies. I joke they climbed out of my uterus all the time. Sometimes when I get in my feels, I worry to my husband I'll have a dark period again when they pass before us. Choosing to love someone or something that will die before you is quite the cross to … Continue reading Pup Baby Love ππ
Spirituality
Here We Go Again!
You know how The Universe sends you the same lesson until you get it? Wellβ¦ I thought I learned my lesson. Not well enough, though, apparently. ππ€£ The job I thought was going to be amazing turned out to not be so amazing π€·ββοΈ Obviously, I left. I left jobs where I felt mistreated before, … Continue reading Here We Go Again!
Letting Go and Moving On
The last 4-5 years for me have been less than ideal. Iβm turning 29 soon, which is making me reflect on my twenties and how the last half of them havenβt gone to plan one bit. I thought Iβd have three kids and a traditional writing career by nowβI donβt. And Iβm okay. Iβm grateful … Continue reading Letting Go and Moving On
Keep Your Hope Alive. Survive Fertility.
Author's Note My period arrived today after my fourth IUI. Another failed cycle! Usually I'm down for a few days, but now I feel pure, fiery rage. What people don't understand is, my down-moods aren't about the baby anymore... I've known for some time I can be happy without one. I'm exhausted! 3.5 years is … Continue reading Keep Your Hope Alive. Survive Fertility.
Why I Waited to Pursue Fertility Treatment
At last, I'm ready to talk about my fertility journey. There is so much to say, I'm actually overwhelming myself π . I figured the best way to start is with how I finally surrendered to the universe, got over myself and my pride, and went to the doctor. Before we start, this is where I … Continue reading Why I Waited to Pursue Fertility Treatment
Law of Attraction: on Writing
Recently, I asked God for a new perspective. My anxiety was at an all-time high, and I felt stagnant. The Complete Works of Florence Scovel Shinn was my answer. I'm frequently divinely guided to spiritual books through my intuition, and when I found this one, I expected it to be just that -- another spiritual … Continue reading Law of Attraction: on Writing